| so, i got premium for free?
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| Ive been better recently but sadly im moving in a week...im going to miss my friends alot.
its strange i dont dream about this girl and then she pops in my dreams once in a while...and then i cant get back to sleep because i miss her ...not like i miss seeing her and stuff...but like i miss being with her but im ok with being alone...im a better person now than i was because of this, ive survive the worst. or at least i think i have
i miss my bagel...or i miss being in love. i dont know which one it is i dont think you think about me anymore ...thats ok im no longer apart of your life...
you were right, if we were to break up, we couldnt be friends ,at least for a long time. im sorry
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| woo so im in a good mood...so yeah who wants to chill and stuff yeahhhh
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| when i wake up...all i can think is i need her back...
othernews im moving to texas on sunday...which means...ill NEVER see her again...FUCK i love her...and she...could care less it seems....
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| so i had a dream...where you asked me questions...and i wrote them down...and then i decided that...i still love you...more than i thought...and i know you dont even think about me like...that i wish i could walk up to you and tell you and have you understand...and grasp everyword ...i wish you would give me a chance...i wish you would take me back...
i also wish it would work again...i woke up today scared...and sad...i mean...im helpless with everything i do...i have no control over my life...when we were together you had control...and i trusted you with my life...because i knew you wouldnt steer me the wrong way...then...you drop me off in the middle of the desert...
you asked me those questions in the dream
you: Do you miss me?
i wrote: I DO
You: What would you do to get me back?
I wrote: anything
You: Satisfiyed look
i woke up...what does this mean...why do i still dream...why do you haunt me...im miserable without you...you hold the heart you dont want...and you also hold the heart of another...
i think back to vacation...i think back to the happy times...wishing that i was still with you. it makes me shake...and it makes me nervous...you made me a better person...you did these wonderful things to me...i wish i had some kind of effect on you...it seems like im just there...a nuisance...because...i still love you....i havent talked to you in a while...i mean next to the phonecall the other day...thank you for that....your voice made it a little better...im sorry i wasnt everything i could have been....
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